a veces

a veces llego a pensar que esto es lo mejor que me ha pasado... y despues veo que las cosas no van como yo pensaba y que voy a salir mas lastimada que la vez pasada
a veces pienso que las cosas van llendo de maravilla... y despues descubro la realidad y quisiera que nada acabara para que todo fuera color rosa
a veces siento que lo nuestro no va a acabar... a los 5 minutos te veo con alguien mas siendo igual que conmigo
a veces siento que sin ti no podria vivir... i descubro que es verdad pero yo para ti solo soy una amiga mas
a veces pienso que has cambiado tu forma de ser... pero estando contigo me doy cuenta que eres el mismo de siempre...
cuando quiero confiar en ti me demuestras que no lo debo hacer que no eres quien para confiar
cuando quiero preocuparme por ti...me alejas y callas lo que te pasa y no quieres hablar
si yo callo ahi estas a que te diga las cosas por mas que no las quiera contar
no te entiendo...pero se que todo esto refuerza nuesto sentir

first thought

i can´t take my eyes out of you...since i meet you
and i don´t know why... is like something on you its telling me
that you are the right person for me...but im afraid, i don´t want to miss your friendship
i known if i don´t take a risk i can´t won something but its difficult for me trust again in love is not you i am... i am the only one that hide the feeling and tell in so many ways that i dont love you but it is a lie cuz i love you with all my heart withe everything that i am... maybe i don´t know your feelings maybe im just confusing friendship with love im not sure... i only know that this feeling is more bigger that i thought that everyday that pass i miss you more and i want to been witho you more and more, i know that everysong i listen remembers you i know that everything between us is perfect, if i mad withe everybody talking to you makes me feel better, if im sad with you i can smile again eveen i can lought, if i feel alone i only close my eyes and think on you and i know im not alone i have you by my said... but i don´t know what to do with this feeling so many times i have been hurt in other times i know that you are different but my heart is so hurted that i want to care it most, yes i have pain of beeing in love with you, pain of create a perfect ilusion and then see thar reality is other, pain of give you everything that i am and only have an i love you only like a friend... but is enough! for an another time im gonna play my everything im gonna said bye to pain and say hello to an opportunity i think is the best for me and for you everybody is talking about us how i can see that signals that everything is gonna been perfect that things has change that i need to be open to new oportunities you are one i dont wanna loose you i wanna give you everything i am everything i have i wanna love till everything takes an end i know you gonna undestand that i have pain but i trust in you that you gonna take care of my like im gonna take care of you... cuz when you love someone you give everything to seem it happy... i love you and im not gonna be tired to said again and again